Today will be a good day. Today will be a good day. Today will be a good day!
I need all the encouragement I can give myself. My favorite aunt died. My amazing mother-in law has stage four breast cancer. She is the best, kindest, sweetest mother-in-law anyone ever had. I am trying to find the best way to support her. Now my mother has colon cancer. OK, none of that is actually happening to me, but I am feeling kind of overwhelmed anyway. In all this I feel so powerless. I think the best thing to do is to concentrate on thinking about my grandson. Jasper is such a ray of hope and joy.
Wait a minute, my son is also a ray of joy and so is my sister. Cup half full, cup half empty. Decide! I think more sleep would help me make a better decision. I wish I could think of a good joke to tell myself. I will work on it.